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Sunday, January 1, 2012

Hello 2012...

Goodbye 2011! I will not miss you. You'll always remind me of the year a piece of my heart was taken away from me.

Sure, we had some good times. I stood about 5 feet away from my favorite Backstreet Boy in one of the best concerts I've ever been to. Hubby and I went to Mexico on one of the most relaxing vacations I've ever been on. I got pregnant again with Little Guy and so far he seems healthy.

But I will not miss the depression I sunk into after my miscarriage and the emotional ups and downs I struggled with afterwards, the physical therapy to get my shoulder back to it's pre-pregnancy condition right after my miscarriage, or the counseling sessions to try and sort out my feelings.

I'm hoping that 2012 will be the year of new beginnings. I hope that Little Guy will make it into this world successfully, safely and healthy. I hope that Hubby and I can find a bigger place to live in later this year (trying to find space for baby stuff in a one bedroom condo isn't working out well).

I'm looking forward to meeting Little Guy, making memories, and starting new traditions with my very own family. I'm looking forward to doing the things I couldn't do in 2011.

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